OH JUST KIDDING.
life has been hard this past week
i was not only rejected from the summer job i was wishing for
but i also have been haunted by skeletons in my closet
or ghosts. whichever you prefer
GET BACK YOU CRAZY SKELETONS/GHOSTS
you know that feeling when you go through something difficult
and all of the sudden you stick up your chin
and think
'i can do this'
...but then someone says/does something to bring you crashing
even further than where you were to start off?
welcome to my life as leah jayne.
now, dont get me wrong
i don't want this to be a self pity blog
i actually doubt anyone will read this
i would love to use this as a place to vent my constant aspirations
my life feels useless without a goal
so whether my goals are attainable or not
don't you dare mock them
because i will just walk away
if you are alright with that... mock away my dear friends
my oh my i need to catch you all up
but for the moment i will simply state my current aspiration
i would like to find a WICKED AWESOME JOB for the summer
and i am beginning lifeguard certification tomorrow!
so lets see how this goes
lets just see